sighs*

I don't know why but I'm not feeling good right now. Let's just start with this afternoon.

I went to person X's house today because we're suppose to go to Gurney together, but then X's cousin called saying she wants to go too then X's mom got really pissed off. Probably because she thinks that she's not a taxi driver. So X told her cousin to wait for her on the roadside cause X's mom will pick her up there and we'll go to another's friend's house to pick her up. When X's mom arrived, X's cousin wasn't there yet and her mom got all 'Where is she? Wants people to fetch them but let people wait.' So when X's cousin got on, her mom stopped complaining and went to fetch another friend. When we reach the friend's house, she wasn't out yet so X's mom was mad again and we had to phone that friend and tell her to come out. When she came out, we were on our way to gurney. Then X's cousin's phone rang and 'Love the way you lie' came out. It was like this 'Just gonna stand there and watch me burn..' and she answered the phone and I went all '..but that's alright because I like hurts' and X was like 'Aiyerrrr...' because of my suckish singing and the mom went all 'Kelly, lu gao giak kurang ajar loh, bo lei mao niah.' which means something like my parents don't teach me certain manners, and the car suddenly got quiet. We were all confused as to why her mom said that. I, myself was confuse too. I mean which part of it was ill-mannered? Just because she has some family problems, she releases her anger on me? Aren't I the victim here? Even if she has some problems and she wished that someone would understand her, why scold me? If she thinks she's innocent, oh how wrong she is!

I told my mom about it and my mom said it's probably because X's grade slipped and the mother blames it on me. Please, we're going gurney after PMR, not before. And it may be also because I got an extra A than X and her mother doesn't like me. I mean, how am I suppose to make your child's result get worst than me? If I'm teaching your child something bad, shouldn't my grades be worst? lol

But anyway, after that we went Gurney and my friend, let's call her person A. Person A invited a couple of friends, one of them is her crush, to join us in Redbox then blah blah we sang and stuff then we headed to Goodall, opposite Peng Hwa. We ate there and suddenly A's crush told A he wanted my number. We still don't know if it was the crush who wanted my number or the other friend. So A got jealous(?) I think you could say that, and she told him he couldn't give him my number. Then A told me and I thanked her for not giving my number away so freely.

All I can say is that I have problems with my friend's mom and my friend's crush. The world hates me doesn't it? But of course God said to love your enemies, I would love them. lol

I shouldn't go out with my friends anymore, I should go out with hot sexy gorgeous girls, since everyone will be looking at them and I won't feel that bad when someone's crush ask for my number. lol


an extra note : I am really worried and sad right now for person A. A, if you ever read this, please don't invite me out with your crushes, I might cry one day for you.
X, I hope this doesn't get between us. Cause we'll be in the same school next year with the same friends and I don't want any drama next time.

Kelly

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone! Here are some pictures I found online.

(:

I don't wanna sing!!! for church that is. Tomorrow's Christmas and I have to like sing for church -.- zzz I'm not nervous, well of course we'll be singing in a group but the problem is I don't know where to look at. It'll be memang weird if you stare at a spot and don't move your eyes. We'll be on stage and where should I look at? Should I look at the ceiling? I'll just look weird and people will just think I'm trying too hard to make God look at me, or look at a certain crowd? nahhh, I'll have problems that way, or look at the guitar/pianoist? I think it'll be kinda weird if you're singing and only looking at the players. I didn't sing up for this -.- You know what? I should have actually gone with Sammy to a sleepover, that way I don't have to sing. lol and we actually have this dress code for Christmas, only wear black, white and/or red. I think the colors are not really Christmassy but they say it's what Christmas colors are -.- I say white, green, red and/or maybe gold are actually Christmas colors. Black is just too much, it'll suddenly turn into a Black Christmas. lolololololol Besides, isn't black kinda insulting Christmas? You know, since you wear that color for a funeral. lol This morning I even asked God 'God, can I like hate you so I don't have to sing?' and then I asked God this too 'Can You like get me into an accident, like something that involves my feet or me staying in the hospital bed? Like fainting after singing?' lol I don't wanna sing I don't wanna sing I don't wanna sing I don't wanna singggg....~~~
And also I have this dream about me holding something that bad guys want and also turning into a dog. lol

Kelly

The Love Of GOD

It's been a long time since I went to church. So I decided that I should go to church thinking 'Since it's a long time, I might as well pay a visit to church' and also because I got a message from Samuel, the Youth leader, saying that there's a prophet by the name John Tharu that's coming to church and that I should go. I was confuse as to what time I should go to church since Samuel sent me a message saying that he's coming tonight and I was like 'Tonight' as in 7? 8? 9? 10? Then I decided to call a church friend of mine and her family member picked up the phone saying that she went to church and that I should call at 10.30 and I was like 'Shoot! Church started about an hour ago' (ps : It was 9 when I called her) So I got there an hour late but just in time to hear the prophet preach. After preaching, he told everyone of us to stand up and sing and he went person to person to pray for us. When he was like 3feet away from me, I keep praying to God in my mind saying 'Please don't let him pray for me, please God please' It's a mystery as to why I don't want the prophet to pray for me since I like people praying for me. Feels like I'm the center of attention, hahaha. Then for some unknown reason, he went away and said 'To anyone who wants me to pray for them, please come to the front' and my friend was like 'Why don't you go to the front?' and I was like 'Nahh, too lazy.' Then my friend went without me. I walk to where my other church friends are sitting and decided to talk to them but then a church member said 'Kelly! Come come! Come to the front and let the prophet pray for you.' I was like 'Harr? But but he's almost done praying.' and the guy was like 'It's okay, he'll pray for you.' Then when it was my turn, the prophet put his hand on top of my head and prayed but he stopped half-way and asked me 'Do you think that you're beautiful?' I was like 'What??!' in my head since you know, why would he stopped half-way and ask me this question? So I made a sound which was like 'ummemmuhmm' translation : Like this nia. And he said 'I want a direct answer from you.' and I was like 'I'm okay niah, last time I thought that I was pretty but then my friend told me that I'm not and I'm ummemmuhmm.' Then he was like 'If you read the bible, you'll know how beautiful you are. Don't care what other people say to you, God thinks you're beautiful.' I was about to cry when I heard that but I told myself 'Be strong Kelly, don't cry.' Then he told me 'The person who told you that you're not beautiful is in the same class as you, am I right?' and I was like 'OoO' like literally. Then he told me 'You're sitting in the second row in your class right?' and I was like 'OoO!!!!' Then he told me 'God told me.' then I asked the prophet 'Really aaaa??? Please don't read my mind, please don't read my mind.' and I turn one round. He laughed at my silly-ness and told me 'I know because God told me, do you see how much he cares for you? He cares for you so much in so many ways.' Then he told a pastor from my church that I may look like I'm laughing on the outside but I'm actually crying in the inside. I was shocked, I couldn't believe it. This man in front of me, whom I've never met before until now told me exactly where I sat in class, where the person who told me I'm not beautiful sat and how I actually feel. Then he prayed for me one more time and this time I felt something I've never felt before. The feeling can't be explained, but I like that feeling. hahaha
So my mom fetch me home and I told her what happened and when I got home, my dad told me we're heading out early the next morning and I was like 'Noooo, what about church????' in my head and my mom told my dad that she has to change tires for my brother's car early in the morning, and we can't eat breakfast together, only lunch. I was like 'Thank God!!' I'm able to go to church next morning.
I guess I shouldn't not go to church, God finds any way to bring me back to it. Of course I'm thankful that he did, I found the path that I should take in life.

Kelly

You know what? I hate the keyboard. Why is the S next to the D?
Okay, so I'm gonna state different situations and you'll see what I mean.

Situation 1. Someone wants to add your msn account.
'Hi, can I ass your msn account?'
Situation 2. Your friend asked if you added so and so.
'No, I didn't ass him/her.'
Situation 3. When you tell someone your skype account.
'You can ass me on skype, my name's blah blah'


Okay, I'm done. teehee

Kelly

This is KNews~~ (all the colorful pictures are shown after introduction just like ENews, hahaha)

So anyway I found out that my first ever ever first crush has a Facebook account. And he's still as cute as ever *swoons* So just like any normal teenage girl, I added him and he approved. buahahaha >:D I don't know if he still remembers me because I used to be in the same class as him. When I was young, I was super smart. So smart that I'm always in the first class, hard to believe, I know -.-z z Z But not anymore lah. So anyways, I was in the same class as him. That makes him super smart too! And then we had to sit next to each other >w< Because he told our class teacher that he wants to sit next to pretty, gorgeous and amazing Kelly >:) Kidding~ Because the teacher don't want girls to sit together, abo cakap banyak. So it's like one girl one boy. But then I'm special. I talk a lot. I don't care if you're a girl or a boy, I still talk to you. Then I talk talk talk to the guy next to me and the teacher couldn't take it anymore and the teacher change the guy's seat ㅠ Then my crush had to sit next to me. It was like a dream come true, I became as red as a tomato that day. But then because I'm special, he had to change seats with another guy. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ~ So I shall end my story here.

Anyway, I've been reading a lot of mangas lately. A quarter of them are yaoi >0< So here's the Love Section. You should check it out! And I shall end this post with good-looking guys' pictures.

Kelly

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Kelly

Dramas and Mangas

Wassup readers? The holidays are boring! I don't have anything to do ㅠ I must be lonely,,, Well these few days all I do is watch dramas and read mangas,
I recommend drama lovers to watch the 'Liar Game'.

I promise you that you won't be bored. Liar Game's a Japanese drama that involves greed, lies and much more. There's also a season 2 of it.

There's also 'Liar Game: The Final Stage'

Don't you think that the dealer looks like the character from Saw? lol
I wish that Kanzaki Nao and Akiyama Shinchi would end up together >.< And the girl that played the role Kanzaki Nao also played the role of Misa-chan in Death Note.

I think Liar Game is much more suited for her than Death Note >0< There's also a manga version of Liar Game.

Here's the link to the manga. Although the manga is a lil bit different from the drama but it's still interesting.
There's also a lot of japanese dramas and movies that you should check out including Prince of Tennis. Prince of Tennis is a superb anime and drama and manga. In the drama version Echizen Ryoma is played by Hongo Kanata. The best child actor and model. It may seemed exaggerated but it's true. Although his acting in Prince of Tennis wasn't that pleasing but as he grow older, his acting is getting better and better. He even played the role Shinichi Okizaki in Nana 2.
So anyway, these few days I've been staying at home reading mangas. Lots and lots of it. So much that my mind is all messed up now. There's a manga that I'm currently reading, it's called 'Love Monster'. No, it's not about a girl that loves a guy till the manga's called love monster, it's about a half demon fell in love with a girl. Not gonna spoil it for you :P

Don't the guys all look handsome. I personally think that the girl is ugly. She may be petite with big eyes but every character in a manga has big eyes. So you can't even different-shape what is ugly in a manga -.-
There are a lot more interesting mangas to check out, head over to MangaFox. You should try searching for mangas that are drawn by Hwang Mi Ri. Her mangas are awesome.

Kelly