hey it's been a while since i was here but now im back and i wanna know how you feel? :) So how are you doing?

I'm fine :D
How are you?

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fav song at the moment . I'm looking for new music so pls help me ;)

Now? hmmmm
I like the song 'Rocketeer' by Far East Movement. although it's old but I like it :P

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What's your daily morning routine?

Wake up, crawl up, drink a glass of water, brush my teeth, head to school :D

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Today I went to gurney after school with friends and oh lucky me, I met a Christian there, a catholic to be precise.

He asked us what were our names and we told him our nicknames instead of our real names then he asked us if we were Christians. I oh so happily said 'YES!' but I told him I was a protestant. One of my friend said yes and the other two said no cause they're not sure on what to believe. See? Different religion people can mix together! XD Well anyway, he asked us what school we're from and we told him then he asked me what church I'm from and I told him I'm from TOW and he asked my other friend which church she was from then he asked the other two non-Christians and we were confused. Didn't we told him already? O.o Then the other two had to tell him that they're not Christians again. Then he went blah blah blah and suddenly an interesting topic came up, he said that we should worship mother mary and that she and Jesus are one. Now that I don't agree. 'Mother mary is just a normal human being,' I told him. 'God did say not to worship peoples, idols.' He said in the 10 commandments to worship no other God than him. Then he was like 'That's what Men want you to think. You see satan is around us, we don't know where he/she is or who he/she is. Men always make Women second to themselves and stuff. Because mother mary is a woman, they try to make you think other wise.' Well, Satan can come in many shapes and sizes, I'm not even sure if he's not Satan O.O yes, he's right, mother mary is a women, but what does that have to do with men? I only see people trying to bring down the church, Jesus/God. Never seen people say 'Don't believe in mother mary!' Have you seen that before? lol So I told him, you, catholics, have a jesus figure in front of the cross right? God did say to worship me in spirit and not in idols.' Then he was like 'yeah, umm, so yeah...' O.o I know right! Then he told me because mary's pure and the satan can't touch her or harm her and stuff so she should be worship. What the..?! Hello, mary was a virgin. God needed a pure BODY. He borrowed mary's womb to born Jesus. So if mary wasn't called mary, let's say her name was Kelly. Should we worship Kelly too? hahaha He didn't knew how to answer my question. If you truly believe in God and stuff, God will give you the wisdom to speak to non-believers right? But he couldn't answer my questions. Then he said mary healed a lot of people from cancer and stuff. Please, if you believe in God, you can also do that. All you have to do is ask God to give you the power to cure cancers. Ask and you will be given, knock and the door will be open. Ever heard of that? Just because mother mary was a virgin when jesus was born doesn't make her holy and pure forever. She married Joseph and had kids, she did Sex. If you were pure, you wouldn't do it. After she did it, should she be consider pure? LOL Then he insulted malays. Please, malays respect our religion so we should respect theirs! I told my mom what happened and she said that he may be a new-born christian. He doesn't know much but he's acting like he knows it all. Please dude, go read the bible. God said you have to go through Jesus to get to heaven and stuffs but he did not said to worship mother mary. God knows the future already, so if we should worship mother mary, shouldn't it be written in the bible? He only said to worship HIM, no one else.

Christians and non-believers, I tell you, Believe in Jesus. No one else. If you have any questions, read the bible. It has all the answers to your questions.

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I don't know why but I'm not feeling good right now. Let's just start with this afternoon.

I went to person X's house today because we're suppose to go to Gurney together, but then X's cousin called saying she wants to go too then X's mom got really pissed off. Probably because she thinks that she's not a taxi driver. So X told her cousin to wait for her on the roadside cause X's mom will pick her up there and we'll go to another's friend's house to pick her up. When X's mom arrived, X's cousin wasn't there yet and her mom got all 'Where is she? Wants people to fetch them but let people wait.' So when X's cousin got on, her mom stopped complaining and went to fetch another friend. When we reach the friend's house, she wasn't out yet so X's mom was mad again and we had to phone that friend and tell her to come out. When she came out, we were on our way to gurney. Then X's cousin's phone rang and 'Love the way you lie' came out. It was like this 'Just gonna stand there and watch me burn..' and she answered the phone and I went all '..but that's alright because I like hurts' and X was like 'Aiyerrrr...' because of my suckish singing and the mom went all 'Kelly, lu gao giak kurang ajar loh, bo lei mao niah.' which means something like my parents don't teach me certain manners, and the car suddenly got quiet. We were all confused as to why her mom said that. I, myself was confuse too. I mean which part of it was ill-mannered? Just because she has some family problems, she releases her anger on me? Aren't I the victim here? Even if she has some problems and she wished that someone would understand her, why scold me? If she thinks she's innocent, oh how wrong she is!

I told my mom about it and my mom said it's probably because X's grade slipped and the mother blames it on me. Please, we're going gurney after PMR, not before. And it may be also because I got an extra A than X and her mother doesn't like me. I mean, how am I suppose to make your child's result get worst than me? If I'm teaching your child something bad, shouldn't my grades be worst? lol

But anyway, after that we went Gurney and my friend, let's call her person A. Person A invited a couple of friends, one of them is her crush, to join us in Redbox then blah blah we sang and stuff then we headed to Goodall, opposite Peng Hwa. We ate there and suddenly A's crush told A he wanted my number. We still don't know if it was the crush who wanted my number or the other friend. So A got jealous(?) I think you could say that, and she told him he couldn't give him my number. Then A told me and I thanked her for not giving my number away so freely.

All I can say is that I have problems with my friend's mom and my friend's crush. The world hates me doesn't it? But of course God said to love your enemies, I would love them. lol

I shouldn't go out with my friends anymore, I should go out with hot sexy gorgeous girls, since everyone will be looking at them and I won't feel that bad when someone's crush ask for my number. lol


an extra note : I am really worried and sad right now for person A. A, if you ever read this, please don't invite me out with your crushes, I might cry one day for you.
X, I hope this doesn't get between us. Cause we'll be in the same school next year with the same friends and I don't want any drama next time.

Kelly

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas everyone! Here are some pictures I found online.

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I don't wanna sing!!! for church that is. Tomorrow's Christmas and I have to like sing for church -.- zzz I'm not nervous, well of course we'll be singing in a group but the problem is I don't know where to look at. It'll be memang weird if you stare at a spot and don't move your eyes. We'll be on stage and where should I look at? Should I look at the ceiling? I'll just look weird and people will just think I'm trying too hard to make God look at me, or look at a certain crowd? nahhh, I'll have problems that way, or look at the guitar/pianoist? I think it'll be kinda weird if you're singing and only looking at the players. I didn't sing up for this -.- You know what? I should have actually gone with Sammy to a sleepover, that way I don't have to sing. lol and we actually have this dress code for Christmas, only wear black, white and/or red. I think the colors are not really Christmassy but they say it's what Christmas colors are -.- I say white, green, red and/or maybe gold are actually Christmas colors. Black is just too much, it'll suddenly turn into a Black Christmas. lolololololol Besides, isn't black kinda insulting Christmas? You know, since you wear that color for a funeral. lol This morning I even asked God 'God, can I like hate you so I don't have to sing?' and then I asked God this too 'Can You like get me into an accident, like something that involves my feet or me staying in the hospital bed? Like fainting after singing?' lol I don't wanna sing I don't wanna sing I don't wanna sing I don't wanna singggg....~~~
And also I have this dream about me holding something that bad guys want and also turning into a dog. lol

Kelly